Children are amazing creatures. They pick up on things that you don't think they can even understand. My insulin pump was beeping at me last night because the canula was low. Rhea says to me "Oh no Mommy, your diabetes is low, you better get a juice. Don't worry I'll get it for you" I can count on my hand the number of times I have said I am low to her but somehow she realized it was important and compartmentalized it in her brain. She then went on to tell me that "Rhea doesn't have diabetes, Maggie doesn't have diabetes, Daddy doesn't have diabetes, Dukie doesn't have diabetes, only Mommy does" Apparently she has been listening to me. Having had diabetes since 1991 it is a huge part of who I am now. I want to set a great example for my daughters of what living with T1 diabetes looks like. I want them to understand the disease but I don't want them afraid of it. I have often been asked "Aren't you afraid of giving it to them?" Of course I am. It is one of the stupidest questions anyone can ask me. Oh course I worry about the health and safety of my children but I don't let the fear of diabetes control my life. I am the only person in my family with diabetes of any kind. No one has any form of diabetes at all. Maybe I am just a fluke. Maybe for me it is not genetic or hereditary. Maybe it is just one of those things. So I will let Rhea get my juice when my sugar is low. Because there will come a day when the only juice in the house is an Elmo juice box and I am positive she will fight me tooth and nail for it. And I will need her to understand it is medicine for Mommy and that I am not stealing her Elmo. But just to be safe I have stocked up on glucose tabs.